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Danica
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Canada
University student earning my certificate in 3D animation| Canadian| Word search pro| glass half full kinda gal| oitnb| sasunaru| One Direction| Harry Potter| gamer| Niall| Japan is my favourite| I fucking hate tomato's|

I switch from drawing to poetry a while back, but I am know in university taking 3D animation course so y'all might get a taste of that if you are interested.

Poetry has helped me in many ways by connecting me with my emotions, I don't disregard them I use poetry to dissect them. That being said my poems are very much entwined with my emotions and I am not always a happy person, I get dark sometimes. That being said it has help me come to terms with a lot of things in life and I guess all I have left to say is I hope you like it!

Cheers,
xHChanx

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You say we are
Just friends
And I accepted that
What I fail to comprehend is

The winky faces
The flirting
The questionable
Conversations
You have with me

Or when you realized
How sensitive my skin is
To quick moving fingers
Tickling my guard down
Into a heap of giggles

Is this what friends do?

Do they talk about
The length of their
"Equipment"
Or send me texts
That make me question
Their friendly intentions

Why do you
Make me feel
Like a fool
Whenever I
Consider
That you and I,
Could become one

You make me feel crazy
Drive me up the wall
As I pretend
I don’t see anything at all
Just to turn around and
Be asked,
“So, are you guys like,
Together?"

And I know
These things I feel for you
Are a betrayal of
Everything we have been through
All the secrets
And the late night phone calls
The memories we have as
Friends

Which is why
Guilt rips through my
Stomach
Whenever I catch myself
Day dreaming of
Your smile,
Or your body in
Your long sleeved grey
Sweatshirt
The way your hands
Feel against
My skin

But to admit
These desires
Would destroy
All we have built

Which is why
Every time
Someone notices our motions
And ignorantly asks
Our relationship
Status

I turn quickly
with a laugh
my mouth curving up
Jokingly at its ends
And say, "Oh us?
No, we're just
friends"

08.27.2015
22 deviations


I don’t know why I
Put myself through this
I know how you feel
And I stopped
Having these
Thoughts for you
Long ago

But sometimes
You knock
On my
Vacant heart
And remind me
To breathe

And like taking
A hit
Of my worst addiction
I let myself
Imagine

How it would be
If the way you acted
Was how you felt

But like any drug
When you leave
And reality sets in
I come crashing down

And as I sit
In a lavender scented bath
Writing this
Listening to songs
That remind me of you
I blame myself

For being stupid and
Naive enough
To let you
Get to me again

And as I assume
Any drug abuser
Would say
They go against their
Better judgement
Every time they

Inhale a line of that
White crystal or
Shoot the black
Liquid into their veins

And I don’t want to
Compare the life
Of someone with a
Drug addiction
To a broken heart
But I can’t describe
What you are to me
Any other way;
You destroy me
And I let you

So I guess you are
The crystals up my nose
The tar in my veins
My biggest demon
You are my dealer
And my drug
Leaving track marks
On my heart

And against
My better judgement
I ask
To see you again
Just so I can
Take
Another
Hit

08.22.15
  • Listening to: Rise of the Runaways -Crown the Empire
I haven't died I swear! I will update soon. I had a bit of writers block, and I've been working like crazy! I feel inspiration sparking though so you will hear from me soon! Side note: happy thanks giving and happy Halloween everyone!!
It may seem hard
And you'll want to quit
but it's not the end
You are strong

Look to the sky
And you will see
The rain still falls
And the sun still shines

I know right now
Darkness lies
But try to remember
Even on the darkest night
The stars still shine bright.
Look to the Sky
Just a reminder that whatever you're going through you will be okay one day even if you feel alone someone out there cares about you. :)
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:iconteilwah:
Teilwah Featured By Owner 2 days ago
Thank you for the fav! ^^
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xhitomichanx Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Student General Artist
No problem! :)
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AloiseBrennan Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm astonished you don't have more activity on here! People should see your stuff!
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xhitomichanx Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Student General Artist
This means so much to me!!! Thank you so much! GIF Star vs. the Forces of Evil -  Yay!  I'm actually sitting here in awe of your kind words! You are a wonderful little human! happy cry XD  I am trying to get my stuff out there, but it's been tough heheh. Maybe one day!!! 
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Fameisdead Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for the fav 
sorry it took so long!!! I've been soooo busy ;~;
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xhitomichanx Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2014  Student General Artist
No worries! And you're welcome! :3
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Anorak001 Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the Fav!
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xhitomichanx Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2014  Student General Artist
You are welcome!
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Fameisdead Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for the favs :3
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xhitomichanx Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2014  Student General Artist
Welcomes! You work is just brutally fantastic! If that makes any sense idk! xD
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